Your WordsGo right ahead, sir.Keep stabbing at me.Insult me with your words,Your harsh, spiteful words,Because I don't care anymore;I'm too numb from all the agonyTo even feel pain anymore.Your ruthless insults,Each like an individual knife,Each opening up another wound,Each slitting open another vien,Each causing another river of blood,Each slowly crumbling me to pieces,Because it's not as if, initially,I was normally the most confident person.Why do I believe your name-calling?Why is part of my mind soaking this all in,And convincing myself that these are facts?Tell me, sir, am I really stupid?Do I seriously look
Self-Harm.Cut cut cut cut.My heart races at the thought.It's all I can think about.Blood dripping down my hips,the sweet release that it gives.Cut once, cut twice.Just another slice.Come on now,it's no big deal,I promise it will heal.My scars are my memories,they tell my many stories.
I Know I Can't WinOpen eyelids see,sad morning light.Haunted by hands,by words,tortured by night.Bruises are covered,by make-up and clothes.Tears dry,smiles lie,so nobody will know.Blood lost by blood-lust,desire and despise.Feeding,delicious fear,from innocent eyes.Today becomes tomorrow,and the next and the next.Tormented hands,and lips pray,for a day of sweet rest.No daylight nor nightfall,forbids more disdain.But lessons learned,lessen,the measure of pain.Don't fight back... Don't complain.
I'm fineThrough soulless eyes people see all too constantly watch the worldthat they believe had nothing for them.Tears form, but no one sees,no person even bothers to look,yet it isn't like they don't notice.When someone finally looksand actually sees for oncethey utter those few words, that can change so much.Are you okay?The tear stained face looks upand knows it's been seenwith a blink though the tears are gone.I'm fine.The voice breaks,but it is overlookedas nothing important."Stop! I'm not okay!"The internal voice screams,but the silent mental callis heard by no one.And the crying formthat so brok
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